I am thrilled to have Beryl sharing today- her sweet girl, her story and a very special giveaway.
It’s been 816 days since we had to say goodbye to our Bella. 816 good morning kisses we never shared. 816 bedtime stories we missed.
But, still she is here with me.
Sometimes she speaks to me as she paints the sky the colors of the sunrise.
Other times she whispers my name in rays of light streaming through the windows.
But today she calls out to me in the twinkle of lights shimmering through the branches of our Christmas tree.
Bella is my guiding light.
At Christmastime it’s the most present. The day our tree goes up and casts its warm glow over the house I am magically filled with her radiance, her warmth, and her spirit.
But it wasn’t always so easy. That first Christmas without her the darkness was all consuming. With the end of daylight savings the dark came quicker than ever filling me up with loneliness and heartache. I longed for distraction. Something to numb the pain, ease the hurt, and forget our loss. So I sought to assemble the perfect Christmas tree. And amazingly she knew exactly what I needed. Because as I browsed the aisles of shimmering baubles, trinkets, and ornaments to create our perfect tree she was there. Hanging right in front of my eyes. A little white angel dangling amidst the lights of the floor model department store trees, holding a tiny white kitten. Our kitten Lily who had passed over the rainbow 2 years earlier from a short aggressive battle with cancer. There was my Bella, bathed in light, Lily by her side. And I knew she was ok.
That ornament came home with us that day, and now the light of our tree with Bella and Lilly proudly on display brings me energy, clarity, and peace.
What symbol reminds you of your angel? Dragonflies? Angels? Trees? Flowers? Butterflies? Light?
What color does your angel bring to you in your dreams? What hues remind you to feel at peace?
This month I encourage you to pick up a camera and photograph those things. Capture the sweet reminders of your baby and display them proudly in your home. This year our family created a special a mini tree just for Bella. Filled with our photo reminders of her. Her photos are filled with light, color, and vibrancy because her memory reminds us of the bright spots her legacy left behind.
I’d like to invite you to honor your angels with me this year by erecting your own memorial tree in their honor.
If you’re looking for guidance getting started photographing in honor of your angel meet me over at Illuminate and download the free Color Your World photo healing lesson. Or if you’re feeling crafty come browse the ‘memorial tree’ inspiration board over on Pinterest I’ve created just for you.
The card holder tree pictured above was such an easy way for a non crafty person like me to find a special way to display the photos taken in honor of our Bella. And, I’d LOVE to give away one of them here today.
You have three ways to enter:
1. You must be a subscriber to Small Bird Studios AND enter to win the tree by subscibing to Illuminate HERE.
2. Become a fan of Small Bird Studios on Facebook.
3. Become a fan of the Illuminate photo healing course on Facebook.
Leave a comment below after you’ve completed each task to let us know you’ve completed them. A winner will be announced this Friday December 9th.
My holiday wish for you is that you find peace in the spirit of your angel and honor them this holiday season through photos snapped in their memory and proudly on display in your home. Our babies may be missed but they will never ever be forgotten. Especially at Christmastime.
Beryl Ayn Young is a professional photographer and teacher in the Northern VA/MD/DC metropolitan area. Her daughter Bella was stillborn on September 11th, 2009 at 20 weeks pregnant. You can read more about Bella’s story and the light she left behind over at Illuminate. Beryl also share photo tips and inspirations at her sister site Beryl Ayn Young and offers photography classes to nourish the body, mind, and soul.
THIS GIVEAWAY IS NOW CLOSED