so this is love.
Lately I just don’t have a lot to say, or I think the problem is I just can’t find the words to express everything inside. My heart is full. My arms feel half empty, but somehow life is just alright, in a very complete and satisfying way. This weekend I’ll hopefully be on my way [...]
I heard this song and it captured me instantly. At first I was convinced Mumford and Sons sang it (doesn’t it sound like them!?). I love this song. As I listened to the lyrics, they reminded me so much of the sisterhood I found after we lost Jenna in the online baby loss community. We [...]
I know it won’t be like this the whole nine months (or at least I don’t think so) but I can’t feel grief right now. I can hardly feel that part of my heart at all. I guess I am so focused on 1. being so tired to do anything these days (once upon a [...]
There are layers and layers. And with each layer you peel back, the tears fall until your eyes sting so bad you feel like you just can’t go on. But with grief (not my experience with an onion by a long shot), I think there comes a day that you develop a tolerance, at first [...]
(written June 2, ’12) At sunset I found a peace in the evening sky. The colors give quite a show, and it’s almost like the colors the sky paints at the end of the day is the grand finale… like their work for the day is finished. And what a masterpiece it is to behold. [...]
I should be used to this. Not able to explain a single moment with one adjective. So much joy, gratitude, and excitement to meet this new little person. And a touch of anxiety. I want to fast forward through these months and know that everything will be alright. But right now, we are resting in [...]
He must carry love in his pockets. Or maybe he stores it in his toy box along with his favorite cars and balls. This kid is full of mischief (and that is an understatement), but he is so full of love. Yesterday he had himself covered in neon green highlighter. He has been repeating “I-Youuuu” [...]
One of my lovely sponsors, Sandy from Toby and Max Jewelry is giving this piece below to one lucky reader! About Toby and Max Jewelry: Sandy (owner and designer) is inspired by words and phrases that bring people comfort, humor and a belief in themselves. The uniqueness of her designs has brought about a large following [...]
I can breathe again!!! I am so happy with the way the new look turned out. I hope everything is a little easier to find. I also changed the way I am doing sponsorships, ultimately decided I still want to keep them, just simplified. So be sure to email me if you’re interested in sponsoring [...]
If you asked me about Bubby, I’d tell you he is living up to the term terrible two’s. I am a little overwhelmed sometimes, but I feel so guilty for having bad days. Because what I wouldn’t have done to have days like this with her… If you asked me about the magazine, I’d tell you [...]
This is such a sweet giveaway. When Ashley from Signazon approached me I was so excited about sharing their product with you!!! I am so in love with this canvas print of Bubby!!! The turnaround time was phenomenal and the customer service was awesome! If you need stickers, decals, magnets, etc, these are your people! [...]
Grief is the craziest emotion I’ve ever felt. It doesn’t have one expression or face. I think that’s what makes it so hard to recognize. And even more confusing for well-meaning friends and family who think you are over everything on a ‘good day’. It never, ever makes sense. Sometimes it looks a puddle. Sometimes [...]
I have been wanting to join in on Ann Voskamp’s 1000 gifts link up for a while, and today… since all I am really doing is watching The Wedding Planner, while my little man naps… I think it’s a good time to start. On Mondays, I honestly never know what to write about anyway because my [...]
If you look out from my backyard you’d see this awful looking tower. But I’ve grown to somewhat like this tower. From time to time I see a large bird flying around it, landing and staying awhile. My guess is it’s nest must be up there somewhere. The other day I could have sworn I [...]
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